you.

When I am weak, I thought of you.
When I was in my semi-conscious mind, I dreamt of you.
When I have doubts, I go to you.
When I needed someone to hold on to, I wanted very much to hold on to you.


I guess, its just you that I hope to rely on.

Its just so coincidental, that this song, came into my mind. 'My Love, by Westlife.'
Ah, suits the whole scene now.

its just so.

Have you ever wondered, why we are easier to be mentally tired than physical? Well, you may not exactly have to agree with me, but I have been thinking about it but I just don't know why. So, yes I wonder if you guys think like me.

I guess, at the end of the day, I am still the soft hearted one.

I think, I miss the old Britney Spears songs and video clips. I just watched them from you tube. Her first album was sweet, lovely and awesome. :) I love 'born to make you happy', 'sometimes' and 'from the bottom of my broken heart' video clips. They are good.

Sorry, I know this is random.

Did I mention in any way, that it is easy to piss me off nowadays? Yes, I am telling you please do not piss me off or irritate me unnecessarily. Thanks.

aiks. end - hurray!

For me, yesterday was a don't know-why-day. I did a lot of things without a reason, for example, going to uni, was seriously a waste of petrol, sleeping hours and time. But, yeah we still went. The lecture was so empty! :(

The feeling of missing someone is bad, especially if that someone is very dear to your heart. Out of no where, I miss MJ so much that I could tear at that moment because my heart felt so empty yet heavy. But I chose to text her instead of crying, so yea. I miss you, Jiun! The negative thing is that she's only coming back after 1 week and 1 day after my birthday, and that we will only have 1 day time to spend together after so long because she's leaving for HK with family for a short holiday after that. Duggit duggit!

Now, I wish I am not going to stay in Vista because.. I want to spend my night time with her, everyday! till she goes back to Aussie. :(

Well, she was then busy hosting meeting with her ADND committee, and me being the too free one, typed out all my hiking days stuffs to her so that she could read after her online meeting, every single detail that I could remember. Now, we have a 'pocket secret' that is too sweet to be revealed. You see, others might just think its nothing, but for me and me, I will remember it for life and definitely things surround me will trigger me to think about the 'pocket secret'. I miss it. How wonderful can 1 touch be, sometimes? Hah~

At the peak, with 10 degrees celcius, the stars still look so pretty! Thank goodness I didn't miss it. Good times, good times.

Lol. I am officially engaged to MJ via facebook. long story, don't bother asking why we came to this conclusion of making it known to people. This is a long distance which will survive! :)

Survived

Heys! This is just a short update.

In case some people is wondering whether See Wei survived the hiking and came home safely, the answer is a YES!

The 35 of us are very very satisfied and happy and safe and positive! :)

We went through it!

I will update more pictures in the next post. Tah-z!

My hiking group, called the 'Leech Lovers' and 2 guides. :)

p/s: I start to miss them already and the hardships, really. YUM YUM YUM!

the upcoming hike : 7-10 Nov

Hello, welcome back! :)

Seriously seriously, if I have a lot of time doing nothing nowadays, I would rather sleep or facebook, than updating my poor bloggie. I guess this will be my once in a week post because I only visit my blog to link to some other blogs everyday, and not posting something here. So, please bear with me. I am sorry that there are no pictures in my blog again, erm, I don't know why.

I guess a bunch of us are excited that this week is finally here! And that Friday is approaching real soon. Ok, why Friday?

Because.....

Its our first major hike to Gunung Batu Puteh in Tapah, Perak. More like it is situated at the border of Perak and Pahang. So, yeah, whatever. Take note that this mountain is 2131 meters. Imagine, it is almost 5 times the KL Tower height? KL Tower is basically 421 meters. So, yes, yours truly is trying out something really really interesting, new and challenging (very challenging actually). :)

I have no idea what to imagine right now for and about the hike. I guess I will do what Roderick said: Empty your cup of coffee and start filling the cup again. Throw away all your thoughts, experience it yourself. Fill the cup as you go on.

Its not cheap to go for a hike. You see, people like me, the first timer will need a lot of new things. Such as, headtorch which costs me RM35.90, a water proof jacket, a hiking bag (I want to invest in one but mummy said no), hiking shoe which won't cost me more than RM100, and lots more. NO! This is definitely not a complain, lol, its just, sharing my first time hiking expenses with you guys. :)

Why am I so into running and climbing mountain or hills nowadays? Hmm.. I don't really have a reason to that question. For one, I know running keeps myself more persevere, because I just cannot run halfway and quit. Same goes to climbing, I cannot reach the peak and said, 'I don't want to do this anymore' or 'argh, I will just roll down, save time'. It helps in building a whole new personality and attitude that are way more positive and enriches our life experiences. Not everyone goes climbing, I bet. If I didn't choose to join Infinity Milers, I wouldn't be who I am today. I wouldn't have experienced any mountain climbing nor running once in a week. Another plus point is that, I got to know a bunch of super cool and helpful people in the club. :)

Since I am going for the climb, I have something to update in collaboration with the hike. My calendar says:
November is the month of TEAMWORK - teamwork is a collective efforts of individuals working on towards a common goal, sharing mutual success.

Again, the 'TEAMWORK' and its explanation is meant for all of us. The common goal will be reaching every peak safe and sound and touching down the ground on 10th Nov happy and satisfy. The success is that, we made it and all the hard work will be paid off. :)

p/s: I pray I won't be eaten and also a minimum amount of leeches please! Lol! I shall update about 'the list' after the hike!

Tah-tah people. Take care!

Deepavali

Oh, HWAPPIIE DEEPAVALI, pals! :) :)

:) Have a great great light festival and yes, may the light bring more sunshine and success into everyone's life!

Hugs.

Night hike (24-10-08)

Hello bello and ello! :)

As I mentioned earlier, I went hiking on Friday night. Oh firstly, thank goodness it didn't rain when we were hiking! Thank God! :) :)

We started hiking around 830pm I guess after waiting for another 2 cars that got lost and a little inspirational talk by Roderick and a little 'think out of the box' game. Yes, it was dark by then. And the trail was super muddy and thus, slippery. At certain track, you can even feel your feet going into the muddy soil. Lol! Then, walked across super small river, or maybe its not even called a river, just water flowing through place, thus making our shoes wet and hmm.. soggy? Its not so bad actually, cause the weather was good. The funny thing was that whenever I hold on to any of the tree branches, the water droplets on the leaves will be shook then drop on us, making Jeannie screamed once because she thought it was drizzling! Ahaks ahaks! :)

Nevertheless, its again my another experience hiking at night. More to come, more to come! Although we got lost for a while, but at last we found the way back to the exit again at 11pm plus. Then headed to Steven's Corner to eat dinner around 12am. Uh-huh, our life don't sound that stress and hectic after all, right? Ho-ho. Reached home at 1am plus near to 2am.

p/s: I personally think Justin's diagnose is right. Sighs.

I need to stay in Vista, yeah.

Have a great weekend and a free splendid holiday on Monday! :D

Owh, according to my calendar, the October month is the month of perseverance. :) Fits me and milers perfectly. With a little elaboration, its written: just over the mountain is a beautiful valley, but you must climb the mountain to see it. :)

Cheers!