after the exams, the target is to lose some weights which i have gained in a month.
preparations for the exam was crazy. thus, lead to eating almost every 2 hours!
exam papers were crazy too, leading to more eating now.
but i have a 15km run this Sunday!
so, running at my own pace, slowly.. like a tortoise, together with my comrades.
maybe I have lost my drive, my motivational drive to run. I tried searching it back, but I failed.
why am I making myself so upset and disappointed nowadays? why am I not doing any good?
why?
preparations for the exam was crazy. thus, lead to eating almost every 2 hours!
exam papers were crazy too, leading to more eating now.
well, after 4 weeks of not running, i went for training yesterday. the smart me went without having lunch and my breakfast was a cup of mocha ice blended. this brought me to hypoglycemia during training. i learnt my lesson to at least eat something before training, this is not fun. not even reaching 1 km, i felt like throwing up and my head was dizzy.
but i have a 15km run this Sunday!
so, running at my own pace, slowly.. like a tortoise, together with my comrades.
this is not fun. i don't know how i am going to run through the whole 15km this Sunday. I hope there is no hill-ly up and down!
maybe I have lost my drive, my motivational drive to run. I tried searching it back, but I failed.
why am I making myself so upset and disappointed nowadays? why am I not doing any good?
why?
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