Sunday, April 26, 2009

what is limit?

"push the human limit to the maximum", that was what i have been told.

the human limit is not just what you thought you can do. its more than that. take running for an example, you sign up for a 12km race, when you have never ran for at least half of it, 6km. i am sure, you will have doubt, to whether you can finish the race or not. but once you have started running the 1st km, you will soon run the second, third... 10th km, and the last 2km.

you ended the race in the qualifying time.

the night before the race, you were worried, as to whether you will give up half way and call the ambulance or to get the finisher's medal. but now!

you should be proud of yourself. you have MADE IT!

the first race, 12km.

more to come, from 5km to 10km to 15km... and 21.1km in June.

if i don't push myself to the limit, i will never know what i can achieve. same goes to everyone that reads this. try running a 2.2km for the first time, you will know. you may just think, its just 2.2km.

"never underestimate anything, including the distance of the route." i have been told.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

true story

have you ever wonder why people always leave?

well, just this morning, i read a letter, written by K to C; you can count that as a confession letter and also the giving up letter.

i have never seen someone being able to love and sacrifice for another person like this guy. he put in all his heart to make her feel happy, be with her when she's upset. but what did he get at the end of the day?

disappointment.

therefore, he decided that it is time to stop loving her.

because it is not worth.

how long would you wait for someone and still love her/him?

ask me, and i will tell you - DON'T wait, for all you might know, you are missing out something even better just because you are hanging onto something that you are unsure about.

when people stop loving you, they leave you.
but some, they stop loving you, but they are still there with you.



p/s: i am not talking about my life story here. just an experience on what i read. :(
so touching.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

my angel

maybe its been a long time since i last saw a real adorable baby who will make my heart melt.
and, she's a baby girl i saw today. :) she's a malay baby girl, but i silently gave her a name, Angel.
i almost kidnapped her.
or, should i say, i want a baby too?
hahah.. at 20!
it felt so good when you put one of your fingers in her hand, and she would grab it.
then, open her little small eyes
trying to smile..
then yawn.
was worried when she wanted to cry so many times..
but i don't think i mind holding her if i was capable of.
she's a neonate! just came to this world yesterday. :)
awwww..
i will miss her, my angel with yik hin as my buddy for loving this baby!