Realising

I love Sunday!

A day to make me realise what I don't have in life and to appreciate the people around me. A lot of people say, watching drama make you think more than what you're suppose to think and imagine. When you watch a love soup opera, you tend to get yourself imagine what if you are the girl, or what if you are the guy. How sweet or sour would your life be. I'm one, who after watching the drama every Sunday morning would want a boyfriend. I never like cool and non-talkative kind of guy, but to think about it now, I don't mind. A drama to pursue every Sunday titled "Silence" on 8tv at 9am. I guess love can be anywhere surrounding us, maybe its someone we know from young, but the fate is not there. Or maybe its someone that walk pass you at some random corridor at college, at the road when you want to cross or at the railway station when both are waiting for the same train and lots more to mention. An independent woman will not rely on her boyfriend and giving that impression that she don't mind not meeting and talking to the boyfriend for weeks, yet feeling insecure deep in her.

Personally, I am not independent. Not at all. I might not mind having a long distance relationship in future, but I will still always hope that my another half would be there for me whenever I need him, for ups and down. I hope he would pamper me like how I would do to him.

p/s: I don't know why but I am always feeling emotional after watching the drama and it would take me the whole day to recover. Deep in me, I know why, its just I am not giving up and admit that, that is me and the way I actually feel. For who I am, I am disappointed some times.

Quote for the day:
Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood.

To those with a partner, I guess its time to appreciate each other if you haven't really done it. Don't wait till you lose her or him and then you cry over a spilt milk, love never work that way. Promises are meant to be kept and grow with experience as every minute passes by.

Last Christmas, Ashley Tisdale

Heart it!

HAPPY HAPPIE BIRTHDAY, Ms. Balvinder! =)

Quote of the day:
It takes a lot of understanding, time and trust to gain a close friendship with someone else. As I approach a time of my life of complete uncertainty, my friends are one of my most precious assets!

Nostalgic

Surprisingly I find myself reading story book, right after chemistry paper after I reached home. Hah! Its chicken soup, by the way, and maybe that is the reason I am reading it. I remember, the time when Mei Jiun and I both shared the chicken soup book and teared over a short story. I don't really remember whether she teared but, I did not only teared once but each time I read it. Mei Jiun once told me, she will use it for essay. I miss you, best friend! =(

"How's chemistry? How's chemistry?" everyone that saw me asked me that. *Sigh* Don't talk about it in front of me. I forgot what's pH, what's partition coefficient, the way to count both pH and partition coefficient and the list goes on. *Tsk tsk tsk to myself* Clever me, didn't even read the applications. Heroine.

I NEED MEMORY CARD for my little brain!!

Since I am reading the chicken soup book, there are too many quotes that I like. I'll pick this for the day:
"Enjoy yourself. These are the good old days you're going to miss in the years ahead."

Mr. Champion

When I have to buy new memory card for my brain. Is anyone selling?

Something i learn in almost a year, NOW, I am going to read everything in just a day. And, that is our mr. champion Chemistry.

Call me HEROINE THAT NEVER DIE! *evil laughs*

STRESS. STRESS. STRESS.

p/s: My sister has got a very very extremely cute message alert tone that keeps me awake for a minute when I want to doze off. =) By the way, its a Jay Chou's song, titled "Lang Man Shou Ji". I don't know why I cannot get to download the cute version. =(

Runaway

I am considering to hire someone whom I personally trust to sit for all my trials papers. Yes, you will get paid. Anyone?

p/s: I need a hole to bury myself into it, to run away from the reality at least for today and friday. Sighs. =/

I need more lame jokes. At least, I've got one today. Lolx!

I don't seem to remember what i have read! This is equivalent to suicide. =(

JUST SHOOT ME, YES, NOW! Thanks!

brand new

I accidentally deleted my blog! Urgh. Yes, this is a new one, hopefully, everything goes well.