oh happpy day! (18/8)

this was what happened today, after having lunch with the boyfriend. i went to attend a treasure hunt briefing session with Wen Peng and another few guys. So, the boyfriend got a chance to go to stuffs behind me, which was unexpected. I thought he will head to the library to study. So, yes, I seriously thought so.

When I came back after busy-ing, randomly bf asked me..

bf: What are the phases in developing asthma?
me: HUH???? *almost going to cry* I don't know?
bf: *stares* you don't know?
me: *watery puppy eyes* I will look for the answer now.
bf: *waiting for the answer*
me: eik, what is this? *turns the booklet around* OMGGG!!! It is the MLTR concert tickets! :) :)
bf: *smiles so happily*
me: oh, the phases are sensitization- allergic-immediate-last phase!
bf: yeaps.
me: still cannot believe my eyes that I got the tickets! OMG YAY YAY! are you expecting me to cry?
bf: nolah! *smiles*

I am so happy! It will be my first concert, with the one I love! :)
What can make me more happy than getting this kind of surprise right? (makes me feel like I am some princess, and my prince came by on a white horse! haha.)

Yes, I love my boyfriend! <3

... after a while..

me: I feel like screaming out loud, dear! I am so happy!
bf: scream lah.
me: but I am in the quiet zone of the library! argh.

I think my boyfriend cannot stand me already. I want to do, then don't want to do. Haha, everything also I say. :p

I am still so happy, despite trying to withstand my runny nose. :)

8/8/09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Pei Li and Carr Men!


At times, I really wonder, when can i get my courage back since I last lose it?
When can I really do something, because I really want to do it, and not just mere responsibilities made me do it.

When when?

after a long time

i really really don't know what to update anymore.

some things are better to be kept, than announced.

some things are better to be told personally, than to make it known publicly.

must every good things come to an end? (no!)
must people realize something is really that important to them after they lose it?
how do you prove you really care about that important person/ thing?
so, how do you gain the important thing back after you lose it?
how do you even get over the fact that you lose it?

i for sure, will cry till my glands go dry. (ha-ha)

can't life just be more simple? say what you want, do what you want.

at least that is how i manage my life.

my eyes will betray me. my eyes lead you to the truth.

so yes, i think people's eyes don't tell lies.

p/s: not emo here; in fact in pretty good mood. hah! just.. felt like posting questions.