appreciation

most of us, never know how to appreciate the people around us. and this includes me.

for a moment, you can say, 'i am not going to make my mum upset anymore or gosh, i am not gonna let myself feel bad for doing this to him/her anymore because it hurts.' the next moment, you turn around and you make your mum upset again.

hah. caught you! so..

count, how many times have you said that you will appreciate this person, that person and bla bla?

i was reading M's blog just 10 minutes ago. And, i cried publicly. the two person sitting behind me now in the computer lab must be thinking i have some mental problem or i just had a break up online. :p No kidding.

the reason why i always cry when i read her blog is because i feel this world is really unfair to her.. taking away the person she love so much, leaving her so sudden, and leave her living in misery. she was one of the very bubbly type of girls whom you can laugh all night with her, and she's very sincere in everything she does as well. but why?

from her, i really learnt nothing can be compared to love and good health; not even success. what is success if without love? love from the family, love from your partner, love from your friends.

i will rather live in a bubble of happiness and love than in a bubble of wealth and success.

the worse thing of all, i never get to finish reading every posts that are written in her blog, because i always close the window before i cry like a small baby. i have no courage to finish reading it, why?

M, i believe he is there, guarding you from the above. And that he is happy there too. please, take care of yourself.