oh happpy day! (18/8)

this was what happened today, after having lunch with the boyfriend. i went to attend a treasure hunt briefing session with Wen Peng and another few guys. So, the boyfriend got a chance to go to stuffs behind me, which was unexpected. I thought he will head to the library to study. So, yes, I seriously thought so.

When I came back after busy-ing, randomly bf asked me..

bf: What are the phases in developing asthma?
me: HUH???? *almost going to cry* I don't know?
bf: *stares* you don't know?
me: *watery puppy eyes* I will look for the answer now.
bf: *waiting for the answer*
me: eik, what is this? *turns the booklet around* OMGGG!!! It is the MLTR concert tickets! :) :)
bf: *smiles so happily*
me: oh, the phases are sensitization- allergic-immediate-last phase!
bf: yeaps.
me: still cannot believe my eyes that I got the tickets! OMG YAY YAY! are you expecting me to cry?
bf: nolah! *smiles*

I am so happy! It will be my first concert, with the one I love! :)
What can make me more happy than getting this kind of surprise right? (makes me feel like I am some princess, and my prince came by on a white horse! haha.)

Yes, I love my boyfriend! <3

... after a while..

me: I feel like screaming out loud, dear! I am so happy!
bf: scream lah.
me: but I am in the quiet zone of the library! argh.

I think my boyfriend cannot stand me already. I want to do, then don't want to do. Haha, everything also I say. :p

I am still so happy, despite trying to withstand my runny nose. :)

8/8/09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Pei Li and Carr Men!


At times, I really wonder, when can i get my courage back since I last lose it?
When can I really do something, because I really want to do it, and not just mere responsibilities made me do it.

When when?

after a long time

i really really don't know what to update anymore.

some things are better to be kept, than announced.

some things are better to be told personally, than to make it known publicly.

must every good things come to an end? (no!)
must people realize something is really that important to them after they lose it?
how do you prove you really care about that important person/ thing?
so, how do you gain the important thing back after you lose it?
how do you even get over the fact that you lose it?

i for sure, will cry till my glands go dry. (ha-ha)

can't life just be more simple? say what you want, do what you want.

at least that is how i manage my life.

my eyes will betray me. my eyes lead you to the truth.

so yes, i think people's eyes don't tell lies.

p/s: not emo here; in fact in pretty good mood. hah! just.. felt like posting questions.

want and don't want

i want to go to the beach!

i want to go to the highland. eg: Genting to play! (going going!)

i don't want holiday to end!

T.T

what should i do now?

to my dear friends who has been constantly studying for tomorrow, i wish you ALL THE BEST!
i will see you guys back very very soon!

i remember saying this to a friend, 'if no fate, have faith then.'

:) have a great weekend!

p/s: i am currently IN LOVE with super cute and colourful cupcakes.

wheee

i just want to spend the rest of my holidays...

1. having my busy boyfriend spending as much time with me!
2. updating about myself to Mei Jiun and vise versa.
   
3. pampering my brain, which means least thinking is required!
4. pampering myself with loads of.. food and bla bla?
5. having lesser pimples before semester 3!
6. get my treasure hunt plan done very very impressively. :)
7. lose 1kg? *laughs*
8. run again, without having the knees and foot to pain again.
9. go shopping!
10. sleep, eat, chat, play, sleep, eat, chat.. play!
11. laugh and laugh, meeting people who are back from overseas!
12. be a good girl, sleeping and waking up at the right time.

okay, time to get all this done!

miss phrase

you know, when I said 'but i am not letting go, i believe there is still much to believe in'.

I really meant it.

I should keep that phrase deep deep in my heart and make it my favourite phrase. :)

Yes, I love you miss phrase!

I heard this on tv on Friday and today, when I was watching the repeat of the drama. It says,

we always chase after what we want and dream of,
after getting what we want, we will be afraid of losing it.
but when the fear of losing it accumulates, we will be losing more.

its for your thought. true, no?

New Balance Klang Pacers 1/2 Marathon (7/6/09)

i did it! i made it!

okay, i ran and jogged like a snail all the way! something to be proud of - i did not walk at all because i know once i walk, i will not jog all the way anymore. i couldn't feel my leg at the last 5km!

it was the half marathon- 21km!

i am happy! :)

the boyfriend accompanied me ran the last 200m to the finishing! :)

i am happier!

i have altogether 3 blisters, I think. :( The knee caps felt like it is going to drop out! I cannot feel the joint properly joined. What more, the pain which is medial to my foot which started to pain after 2km and now reached the ankle. Practically, I am not going to walk so much for a few days!

oh, pain! :(
i am happy still because i am satisfied with it.

thank you Ying See for accompanying me through out the run, it made the run more relaxing and fun! :)

It wasn't easy, but it paid off. its always 'just a bit more to go.'