Another boring day

Yi Jet asked me to suggest ways to curb boredness. Well, this is what I do everyday after waking up at around noon:

1. Switch on the computer- log into facebook
2. Love and care for my baby and get a nice place in texas hold 'em poker
3. Sit in front of the computer until my eyes get really tired
4. When its about time to go for dinner, eat!
5. Follow your mum or dad out if they ask you to
6. Continue playing poker
7. Watch tv after 8 until whatever time
8. Choose some books to read
- I am reading "Killing Britney" now
9. Go back to the computer and read blogs
10. Sleep and that would be around 4am

I don't really know what does life means like this. I want to go out with my friends but I hate the fact that the petrol price was increased by 41%! So, I haven't got a chance to see my friends at all after prom. I am sad. :(

Have you ever seen people crying when reading a book???? I did, I did! I know its funny, and my sister laughed at me so hard. Okay, I got to explain why I cried. The book that I am currently reading is about a girl, named Britney. p/s: Not Britney Spears! She lost her mother when she was quite young, then she had a boyfriend, but he died after sending her home one night. So, the part that made me cried was when a few of his friend gave a short speech in his funeral about him, especially when Britney gave. My tears rolled down.

Don't laugh at me! I know I am stupid and naive! :(

I am happy! Joyce is back and she's going to watch movie with me and go shopping with me! Yay yay!

I am also happy because the Redang trip is nearer day by day! I pray there will be no rain when we are there. I want it to be cloudy so that I don't become a roast human like some people who went there before me. Lol. *cross fingers*

Bored

I am way too lazy to blog. Its not just blogging but many many other things, like, driving my mummy to where she wants to go or erm, replying messages in MSN. lol. Well, I am getting bored right on Saturday! I seriously miss studying, yeah, I know this is weird, but, I cannot see myself 24-7 facebook-ing and doing nothing.

Confessing time:
I dislike homework, but I still get them done cause I don't like complaints.
I love going to college and spend my time.
I miss the market's cheap food.
I miss the stress that I once had not long ago.
I miss the times where I have to sms Kevin and ask for his help like for 1001 times.
I don't have to eat every 3 hours anymore!

Hah. So many!

All in all, I miss college because I miss PM4!

Prom pictures, I have uploaded in facebook. Erm, I think everyone who reads my blog has a facebook, so I am not uploading any pictures here. Sorry.

I love the dance floor and the hot lecturers' performance. Mr. Leong is old, but when he dances, his stamina became like, WOAH! :)

p/s: If Carr Men and Li Shin were to go clubbing with me, it will be real fun! Cause we are a bunch of crazy people who dances gracefully. Heh~

I don't know why I am taking ages to finish the Forensic Heroes 2 drama in youtube. I am only in episode 20! OMG. Okie, 5 more to go. Haha!

I am looking forward to nothing. I mean, yeah the Redang trip to spend more money. But, that will be my last time hanging out with a few of PM4 people? NOOOOO!
Kevin said we should have gathering. Haha!

I am not looking forward to my university life just yet. I mean, everything has to start all over again, even friends. Sighs. Due to boredness, I started reading form 4 and 5 komsas AGAIN. My favourite is still the "Serunai Malam" drama. =)

I am dreaming a lot when I am sleeping. Yes, it is some sweet lovey dreams. But, it don't make me feel good cause its just a dream where it won't come true. Oh well. dreams.

Scary and lame

I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep.

Somehow, I just cannot sleep like how I usually can. Its just so annoying when you are physically so so tired but you just can't get the rest either by napping or sleeping. Big urgh.

I dreamt about aliens last night! So scary. No, the aliens didn't appear in front of me straight away but they were in the computer! No, not my computer but I cannot remember who's. The aliens kept mitosis-ing in the computer and then one by one jumps out from the monitor!

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...!!!

Then, I woke up. =( Thank God, no aliens were around me.
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Some lame things which E Li said yesterday:

E Li: This thing, wear already can see 3-dimensional, so what if I wear 3 of it? Can i see 9-dimensional??
Kai Jia and I: *speechless and look at her*
E Li: Ok, I was trying to be lame only.

LOL.

According to E Li, on 21st June there's the Hannah Montana thingy in Disney channel, where you wear this 3-D specs and you can see it 3-D-ly. I assume you can get the 3-D specs for free from pyramid.

For daddy Leong, Mummy Leong and E Li Leong.

Never Let You Go - Janice

Unknown

That song above is my current favourite song. Try listening to it? *cheers*

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What does a graduation bear means to you? What does a forever friends bear keychain means to you?

Personally, both of that gift were given to me. I am glad I have them. They were given to me by my bestest friend who is almost like a sister to me, Mei Jiun. I got the lovely graduation bear from her on my high school graduation day. Then, I got the forever friends keychain from her last year, when she came back from Australia for holiday. I cannot tell you how much they meant to me, its almost the whole sincerity says everything. Now that we are in two different countries and we cannot hang out as often, the bears keep me accompany whenever i think of her.

Here they are:

The graduation bear.

Half of the keychain, cause its meant to be kept this way. :) I'm keeping "forever" and MJiun is having "friends".

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I am gasping for more air. I inhale oxygen, but I cannot feel it. Maybe I am too tired, both mentally and physically. I want to get immune to it, but somehow I failed to be immuned. Being strong and not to break down like I always did is just not me. I am not the capricorn girl.

I am happy because it ended. Well, somehow it just ended. I guess, after we lifted some things, for example, a packet of rice, after a while, we will pay and bring it home and let it be in the place where it is suppose to be. I guess life is just like the scenario too, firstly by lifting then experience the sweet and sour then let it go, or you can call it get over it. If only life is as simple as the lightning which happens in a split second; no one hurts and nothing happen.

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As it gets closer to me, I don't know the way to approach it. I complained way to much. I worried way to much, and I am still counting on.

Reminder to PM4-ians:

Wear our class t-shirt on biology paper 5 day, which is the last day of exam for most of you. :)

heart melting.

Urgh.

No no, mathematics wasn't easy! It is the most difficult one I have ever encountered! Hey, in my finals somemore. *cry out loud*

I need something to stop my heart from crying and bleeding.

So, I went to youtube.com and watch my favourite boy. He will make me feel better.

I think my mathematics is not a A already. For real, I think I am stupid. =( Like what Sam said, its like I want to jump down from a building after handing in my paper.

I can't be more emotional than now. *current song: bleeding love*

Watch the video to laugh and fall in love with that cute little 3 years old boy.

Before I forget, we laughed so hard at Ting Yu this morning. We were talking about National Service. Then he said Kai Jia got Kuantan. So, we were like, in Pahang, but he said no firmly.

TY: Kuantan is in Kelantan la.

All of us: AHAHAHA! No..

Me: Kuantan is in Pahang la.

LS: Kuantan is the ibu negeri of Pahang la. Kelantan is Kota Bharu.

*still laughing*

Then, LiShin drew a map!

Jeng Jeng. Our Malaysia map. =)

p/s: Ting Yu later said that he mistook Pahang for Perak. Lol.

We are much nearer to our trip, yo! =) =)

Love. Love. Love. *excited*

Westlife - Fool again

Baby, I know the story,

I've seen the picture,

it's written all over your face

Tell me, what's the secret that you've been hiding?

And who's gonna take my place?

I should have seen it coming,

I should have read the signs

Anyway, I guess it's over

Chorus:

Can't believe that I'm a fool again

I thought this love would never end,

how was I to know?

You never told me

Can't believe that I'm a fool again,

and I who thought you were my friend,

how was I to know?

You never told me

Baby, you should've called me,

when you were lonely,

when you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me too many chances

to show you how much I care

Ooh, should have seen it coming,

I should have read the signs

Anyway, I guess it's over

Chorus

About the pain and the tears

Ooh, If I could, I would,

turn back the time

Ooh yeah

I should have seen it coming

I should have read the signs

Anyway, I guess it's over

Pengeluhan yang teramat

Akan kurenung kembali
Apa yang membawakan ku
Kepada apa yang aku lakukan kini

Pernah aku mengeluh
Pernah aku tangisi
Pernah aku menyesal
Pernah aku kesal

Masa merupakan segalanya
Tidak dapat dinafikan
Juara
Apa yang dikatakan dengan juara?

Hanya titisan air mata
Menemani tuan melalui detik
Yang tidak dapat difahami
Air mata yang basah
Menjadi kering
Dan basah kembali

Relakan
Relakan
Aku sedaya cubakan.
Melepaskan beban
Yang mungkin tersalah dipikul

Yang buta tidak dapat melihat
Yang pekak tidak dapat mendengar
Apa yang dapat dilakukan jika buta dan pekak di dalam hati?
Aku tertanya.

A battle.

Its the battle between the beauty-ful girls. =)

Vote vote, tell Ning and I, who's prettier, no on the fence please. Just say whether its Fa-La Chen or Kim Tae Hee.

This is Fa-La Chen with a little of her details:

She's born on 24 February 1982. She is Miss Asian America 2002, Miss Chinatown USA 2003 runner up (Miss Chinese Chamber of Commerce), Miss New York Chinese 2004, and Miss Chinese International 2005 runner up. She graduated from Goizueta Business School of Emory University with a BBA degree.

Just to be fair, I selected 3 of my favourite pictures of Fa-la. Hahaha!

Now, tell us, who's prettier!

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Weaknesses make people weak. Honesty crushes people's heart. Accepting the fact that too many dramas surround you is hurting. Listening to your favourite songs which are slow makes you feel lost.

No, I don't blame you for being honest. No, I am not angry with you. But I am truly not a Miss Nice. I don't say yes to everything. I don't simply help people. I just don't think it will work for me. I am sorry to anyone of you if you have asked for my help and I didn't.

I need to make it clear, if it is about explaining something, I am bad at it, I cannot make poeple understand. Thus, I choose to say, "Sorry, I think you better ask someone else who can answer you." I mean seriously, you want to listen to my explaination and fail?

I am sorry, so sorry!

Being too vulnerable to harmful cases, people will learn how to defend themselves. I believe, a person who always says yes to all demands might not sincerely meant it sometimes. I believe those who don't forever say yes to demands has a reason.

There's just too many things. I am looking forward to my family dinner and meet my sweet niece, who's my anti-depress liposome. =)