every little you do

Yesterday Mei Jiun came online and asked me to tell her that I do love her. Gosh, I was shocked because she has never never said that before. Soon, I came to know why! :) :)

p/s: I still cannot stop smiling whenever I thought of what you did for me, darling!

Although, I am not going to say what you did for me exactly right here and now, but I just want to let everyone else that reads my blog to know, how love can bring things about. Basically, I wanted a soft toy, that I find it very very hard to get in Malaysia, seriously. So, I told her how much I wanted the toy, and straight she told me, she would go to the arcade and win it for me. Yes, you hear that, win the toy for me! Being her manja princess, I guess that is one of the ways she pamper me. Hee!

Last Thursday, she called me in the morning and told me, its not easy to find the toy as well and arcade may not have it. I was sad, but you know what, all that matters is that she actually remember me everywhere she goes and knows what I want. :) So, soon, I got over it and maybe I am just not fated to find that toy, because she got me something else that was about the toy as well, the day before that. I guess this is how, a best friend can always win her best friend's heart. She always did win my heart, and me, knowing, nothing can replace her, or find another her.

Yesterday was a long but fun day for her I guess. I know she was extremely excited when she finally got the toy for me! She told me, she never get to win anything before this, when she plays at the arcade. However, she won that lovely toy I wanted so much yesterday. I told her, this shows how much her love for me can bring things about. Seriously, we agreed. What bonded both of us together is our differences, we don't really have much things in common; but I always hold on to my philosophy: opposite attracts. And, believe me, this philosophy has been a decade. :)

Best friend, I really really do love you and appreciate every little thing you do for me. Every little things count, I remember you were once upset because you knew, you disappointed me. But soon, you learnt, I wasn't mad at you for what you have did, but because I cannot afford to see you get hurt by anything, I was disappointed.

All I want to say is that, I am always there for you, like how you are always there for me, for my everything from happy news to bad news to exciting news, funny stories and embarrassing ones too! :)

Here's part of my favourite lyric from 'Every little thing you do' by Westlife, just for you:

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this WAY
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Yeaps, I love you!

surprises.

I went ahead with the chance.

I don't know what was the outcome or consequences, but I am perfectly positive that I made the right choice.

At least, I had it once, right?

:)

It was a good Friday, indeed. No, not very happening, just busy.

And, I think I start to love small small surprises already, compared to last time where I hated surprises of any kind. Heh! Of course, only surprises with good and sweet intentions, not to scare or freak people out! :)

taking the chance

Since things are getting more emotional every Wednesday, I learn to treasure every second I have in the evening. Not that I take things for granted every Wednesday before this, its just, I was more likely taking it less emotional, or never emotional until last week when I felt I should, starting this week. So, yeaps, its tomorrow. An evening to treasure, value and appreciate.

Last week was good, road relay. :)

This week is something new for me to look forward to. Yes yes! :) :)

And, guess after much advises and persuades from my fellow trustworthy friends, I will take the chance again this time. She was right, I won't want to look back one day and ask myself, why didn't I take the chance when I had; what if I have taken it? So, when I was really really struggling to know what my heart and mind wants, I decided that it is even better if I were to know the outcome after taking the chance.

I know, chances like this don't happen everyday.

So, yes, I shall not think about it anymore, and take it!

Wish me luck.

Oh, Twilight is coming out in the cinemas this Thursday, people!
27th November!

sighs.

How true can the idiom be? The one that says 'absence makes the heart grow fonder'?

Oh well, I personally think that, the idiom is true in certain situations. The distance between my best friend, MJiun and I is around 4108 miles and seriously, it makes our friendship bond stronger each and everyday. Every time when she comes back which is once in a year, we will hang out a lot to talk about the things we went through without each other while watching dvd then spending time to reminisce the times we had for a decade.

Yet, there's this saying 'so near yet so far'.

I think after today, I kind of got the meaning too. I felt it. Not because I am nervous or stress or anticipating to the events this week, I am just.. feeling.. helpless about something. I would have ran to MJiun if she's here, with me. I know, she's always a call away, but its just different. I wanted her comfort. She is my comfort zone.

I am a weird person, or you can call me, don't know how to appreciate things girl. No, not that I don't appreciate what people do for me, I meant.. I don't know how to appreciate chances that I get. And, this happened not only once, but always. Then, I will get myself into dilemma and having the 'heavy-heart' feeling and eventually my cheeks will be wet. I don't understand myself, before getting permission for something that I want to do badly, I will go all out to get that permission. But after getting it, I will start to think whether I should or I shouldn't.

I hate myself for being such a full of doubt girl. I hate regretting!

you.

When I am weak, I thought of you.
When I was in my semi-conscious mind, I dreamt of you.
When I have doubts, I go to you.
When I needed someone to hold on to, I wanted very much to hold on to you.


I guess, its just you that I hope to rely on.

Its just so coincidental, that this song, came into my mind. 'My Love, by Westlife.'
Ah, suits the whole scene now.

its just so.

Have you ever wondered, why we are easier to be mentally tired than physical? Well, you may not exactly have to agree with me, but I have been thinking about it but I just don't know why. So, yes I wonder if you guys think like me.

I guess, at the end of the day, I am still the soft hearted one.

I think, I miss the old Britney Spears songs and video clips. I just watched them from you tube. Her first album was sweet, lovely and awesome. :) I love 'born to make you happy', 'sometimes' and 'from the bottom of my broken heart' video clips. They are good.

Sorry, I know this is random.

Did I mention in any way, that it is easy to piss me off nowadays? Yes, I am telling you please do not piss me off or irritate me unnecessarily. Thanks.

aiks. end - hurray!

For me, yesterday was a don't know-why-day. I did a lot of things without a reason, for example, going to uni, was seriously a waste of petrol, sleeping hours and time. But, yeah we still went. The lecture was so empty! :(

The feeling of missing someone is bad, especially if that someone is very dear to your heart. Out of no where, I miss MJ so much that I could tear at that moment because my heart felt so empty yet heavy. But I chose to text her instead of crying, so yea. I miss you, Jiun! The negative thing is that she's only coming back after 1 week and 1 day after my birthday, and that we will only have 1 day time to spend together after so long because she's leaving for HK with family for a short holiday after that. Duggit duggit!

Now, I wish I am not going to stay in Vista because.. I want to spend my night time with her, everyday! till she goes back to Aussie. :(

Well, she was then busy hosting meeting with her ADND committee, and me being the too free one, typed out all my hiking days stuffs to her so that she could read after her online meeting, every single detail that I could remember. Now, we have a 'pocket secret' that is too sweet to be revealed. You see, others might just think its nothing, but for me and me, I will remember it for life and definitely things surround me will trigger me to think about the 'pocket secret'. I miss it. How wonderful can 1 touch be, sometimes? Hah~

At the peak, with 10 degrees celcius, the stars still look so pretty! Thank goodness I didn't miss it. Good times, good times.

Lol. I am officially engaged to MJ via facebook. long story, don't bother asking why we came to this conclusion of making it known to people. This is a long distance which will survive! :)

Survived

Heys! This is just a short update.

In case some people is wondering whether See Wei survived the hiking and came home safely, the answer is a YES!

The 35 of us are very very satisfied and happy and safe and positive! :)

We went through it!

I will update more pictures in the next post. Tah-z!

My hiking group, called the 'Leech Lovers' and 2 guides. :)

p/s: I start to miss them already and the hardships, really. YUM YUM YUM!

the upcoming hike : 7-10 Nov

Hello, welcome back! :)

Seriously seriously, if I have a lot of time doing nothing nowadays, I would rather sleep or facebook, than updating my poor bloggie. I guess this will be my once in a week post because I only visit my blog to link to some other blogs everyday, and not posting something here. So, please bear with me. I am sorry that there are no pictures in my blog again, erm, I don't know why.

I guess a bunch of us are excited that this week is finally here! And that Friday is approaching real soon. Ok, why Friday?

Because.....

Its our first major hike to Gunung Batu Puteh in Tapah, Perak. More like it is situated at the border of Perak and Pahang. So, yeah, whatever. Take note that this mountain is 2131 meters. Imagine, it is almost 5 times the KL Tower height? KL Tower is basically 421 meters. So, yes, yours truly is trying out something really really interesting, new and challenging (very challenging actually). :)

I have no idea what to imagine right now for and about the hike. I guess I will do what Roderick said: Empty your cup of coffee and start filling the cup again. Throw away all your thoughts, experience it yourself. Fill the cup as you go on.

Its not cheap to go for a hike. You see, people like me, the first timer will need a lot of new things. Such as, headtorch which costs me RM35.90, a water proof jacket, a hiking bag (I want to invest in one but mummy said no), hiking shoe which won't cost me more than RM100, and lots more. NO! This is definitely not a complain, lol, its just, sharing my first time hiking expenses with you guys. :)

Why am I so into running and climbing mountain or hills nowadays? Hmm.. I don't really have a reason to that question. For one, I know running keeps myself more persevere, because I just cannot run halfway and quit. Same goes to climbing, I cannot reach the peak and said, 'I don't want to do this anymore' or 'argh, I will just roll down, save time'. It helps in building a whole new personality and attitude that are way more positive and enriches our life experiences. Not everyone goes climbing, I bet. If I didn't choose to join Infinity Milers, I wouldn't be who I am today. I wouldn't have experienced any mountain climbing nor running once in a week. Another plus point is that, I got to know a bunch of super cool and helpful people in the club. :)

Since I am going for the climb, I have something to update in collaboration with the hike. My calendar says:
November is the month of TEAMWORK - teamwork is a collective efforts of individuals working on towards a common goal, sharing mutual success.

Again, the 'TEAMWORK' and its explanation is meant for all of us. The common goal will be reaching every peak safe and sound and touching down the ground on 10th Nov happy and satisfy. The success is that, we made it and all the hard work will be paid off. :)

p/s: I pray I won't be eaten and also a minimum amount of leeches please! Lol! I shall update about 'the list' after the hike!

Tah-tah people. Take care!