=)

I have got nothing much to post these 2 days. Maybe because I don't dream that often anymore.

Big success! I achieved my target in Texas Hold 'Em!

I have the PRO 100K title, yo!

Hahah! Yala, I am not the first one who got it, but still, my hard work paid off! *grins* Thanks to Wei Han- he activated my adrenaline rush to get that title in one day! I became his target, he became my target, then both of us successfully got that title. He got it earlier than me by hours!

Wahahahha!

You people who reads my blog, don't wonder who I am talking about larh ok, in the previous posts. Please? Cause I won't reveal who I am talking about, not to anyone! (the only exception is the girl in Australia) Lol.

you

I only want you to appear in my daily dreams.
I only hope you would understand everything I do.
I only hope I could see you more often.
I only want you to be there for me through everything.
I also hope that we would have some memorable events together.

Yes, that is what I want and hope.

Sometimes, irrationality takes over when the emptiness crawls into me.

HW all the way

I think I live with dreams a little more than I think I have. I drown in dream or dreams every morning before waking up. Its not that I dislike dreams or like it very much, I just like sweet dreams, just like the one I had on Wednesday night and Thursday night. If only, one of the dreams can happen in reality, ohmegoodness, I will be so happy and contented and, just very the happy larrhhh. =)

But I will survive with sweet dreams only for now. Can dream better than cannot dream right? *smiles*

I don't mind another lovely dream for tonight. Heeehhee!!

No, I don't want to forget what I dreamt, cause it took ages for me to dreamt such a dream. Meeting him, going uni together, hand in hand, always together, ALWAYS TOGETHER cause abroad ma, so, need to stick together larh. =) But, seriously, it will stay as a dream only because I am not going abroad. Lol. I will survive with it too. Well, he is a future doctor too, full with admirers, definitely. *wonders* - tyrone

p/s: I am halfway in the New Moon already. I am going to take my own sweet time to read because I don't want it to end so fast again, although I know I can finish it tonight. =)

I want to play badminton and watch Dark Knight larrhhh.. *sulks*

Its my favourite day of the week! Hope you guys have a pleasant and happy Friday!

=S

My right thumb hurts. Its swollen. =(

The second book that successfully made my heart felt heavy and then followed by tears is 'New Moon'. No, I am not going to say why and which part made me cry because I don't want to spoil the story line for people that have not read the book. But if you are not that kind of very sensitive type of person towards break up or something sad, then, don't have to worry, at most also you feel sad and bad for the character.

p/s: Yen Yee, I think both of us can hide in the same room and read together. Lol. Then, prepare a long towel. Ahaha! After your finals la. =)

Farewell. Its the time to send some of my friends to overseas. No, I won't send you to the airport because I will cry there and embarrass myself. I didn't even send my best friend when she left!
Ken Sing is leaving on Saturday, Sam is leaving on Saturday too. I am sad.. I don't like to send people off, although they are going for studies which is something fabulous. How ironic? No matter what, I wish both you guys all the best in your universities!

p/s: Ken Sing, oh well, NUS, its a kiasu world there, but I know you can do it! Hope to see you when you come back the next time. =) Take care!

p/s: Sam, again you are going. Sighs. Thanks alot for always being with me through my ups and downs. I am glad to have you as my brother and also close friend! All the best too in uni!

Going to miss you people, including Mei Jiun until the end of this year. *emo*

I need to know about dreams. Do you dream every night? What does a dream means? Or, have you ever have a dream, and in that dream, you have another dream? *complicated* Well, sometimes, a dream is too sweet to come true. And I am afraid of losing that happy feeling after dreaming. *sighs* Just like Bella afraid of losing the ability to recognise Edward's voice.- New Moon.

I need to figure out that feeling that comes and go easily.

Current song: There you'll be.

In love **

A-lo-ha!

I am in a very good mood today! *smiles* On the other hand, I found myself living almost like a vampire already. My sleeping time is seriously, like a vampire. Active at night, hunting for food in the kitchen and most importantly, the book is in my hand although when I sleep on the bed (not coffin). =)

I bought the books already! I meant, New Moon and also Eclipse. There's a big hole burnt in my pocket now. T.T But, I am not complaining! I would rather save all the money that I will spend on shirts and pants to buy the Twilight (first book that I have read) and also Breaking Dawn when it comes out in August! Woohooo~ Feel my excitement? Hah~

p/s: I never read so much, and I still cannot imagine or know why I am so in love with this book. Thanks to Yen Yee for influencing me greatly. Lol.

I watched Journey to the Centre of the Earth 3D today. It is erm, EXCITING! Lol. I like the bioluminescent birds! So beautiful and of course, the scary big fish that made me screamed like a little girl ONCE. Ahahaha! Oh, not to forget the magnetic stones, which are huge! I like physics. =)

Lunch was practically good, cause I was forced to decide where to eat. So, we ended up in Kim Gary. Movie was nice. All in all, my company makes everything seem almost perfect! =)

p/s: Almost perfect is because he says nothing is perfect.

This makes me a happy girl! *still smiling*

To you, if you are reading my blog: (you should know who you are)
Thanks alot for taking me out today and make today one of my best days after some bad days? Teehee! I always enjoy your company! Thanks!
And, remember what you should do for my upcoming birthday in half a year, alright? Lol! I don't care where you are, you better remember and grant me that! *folds my arms and smile*

tra-la-la...

party!

ATTENTION to PM4-ianz!

We, as in Ning and I planned a birthday party to celebrate our very own Li Shin's and also Vienna's birthday on 26th July.

Details:
Venue: Neway, Subang Jaya (The building near Taylors) - singing karaoke!
Date: 26th July 2008
Time: 1pm

Well, Ning kind of need to know how many people is coming. So, please confirm your attendance with Ms. Choo Ning Ning latest by Thursday evening.

Thank You!

*****

Then, at night, we can continue partying in Li Shin's house! Besides her 19th birthday party, it is also as a farewell party.

MAKE SURE you people make it, to at least one of these events.

=) Hope to see almost everyone there!

*****
Another thing, Pei Li's birthday party which will be held in her house. All are invited! And, her address, you can certainly ask from her. I have them though. =) Check her blog out.

Alvin and the chipmunks

MGS Prefect's Annual Gathering

Hello to everyone!

Well, I attended my once in a year event held in my high school by the prefectorial board yesterday in Help International College and Technology, HICT. It was great to be invited for the event because we, the ex-seniors felt appreciated, proud that we were once prefects and a chance to meet our darling juniors! 2 years just crept pass me in a wink of eyes and this would be the last year the '06 prefects being invited back for this Prefect's Buffet. I am sad!

Well done I should say to the '08 prefects for helding such a big event with success for me, at least at the end of the day although there was a few of unwanted scene by our teachers and the seniors were worried you guys will be scolded for. Don't worry, at the end of the day, I still felt like attending this buffet every year! =) WELL DONE! GOOD JOB!

I love the decorations in the auditorium! So, I should say Congratulations to the Head of Deco!

Just take a look at the fancy walls after being transformed by our professionals!

And also the wonderful bling bling stairs!

I must say, its been quite a long time since I last listen to speeches whether its in english or BM! And so, I am glad I got to hear them a lot yesterday! :) And also, I realised I miss singing our school song! Well, like what Poh Yee said, yesterday will be our last time singing school song, unless we sing them in the shower. Ahaha! I miss those mornings where we have to sing school song in assembly wearing the charming blazers on. I miss being a prefect A LOT A LOT!

Our Head Prefect of '08 - Vhinasyhah

Then, we had performances by the juniors from Form 2 until Form 5 (mixed) and I should say they are amazing! Stop asking me which is the best because I enjoy every single one of them, especially multimedia slide shows handled by Tan Kok Yen, our Assistant Head Prefect 2! The slide shows were too touching that it made me want to tear! Great success to you, Kok Yen and I know you are upset because you didn't get to show us what you wanted to show because of the evil virus or bug that attacked your laptop!

p/s: But you promised us to send the actual slide show to us when its done again!

This is Kok Yen, a very sweet girl which handles everything seriously but with a smile.

This is my obedient junior, Kit Teng I had in Form 5. She's very quiet and never says no to things I asked her to do. Really, she's the best among juniors that I can see. I am very proud of you, Kit Teng!

p/s: Your writing is still that tiny! Lol.

She's Jia Hui and she's also the Assistant Head Prefect 1. =)

Well, I loveeee this picture mainly because I can see the whole set of prefect's uniform! See the charming blazer and our green skirt which are so so amazing! It stands out compared to other school's uniform! =) MGS has the best prefect outfit and attitude!

This is Mei Yi, my favourite junior and also a smart girl.

Ok, I knew her the longest, like ever since in primary itself! She really has her own way of doing things and most importantly, I love her! Nerd la you, Mei Yi!

We realised, we have a similar way of smiling.

Samantha, Me, Poh Yee and Ah Wei! (5 Dedikasi prefects)

We are the oldest there. The girl in red shirt is our very own Head Prefect in '06, Poh Yee! "Rotten apples and Fuji apples were her favourite comparison!" - reasons why I will smile everytime I eat an apple and no excuses for me to not remember her too!

She's very close to me as well. She's Suat Li, a very cheerful prefect, almost can beat me! =) My future PR friend!

The ex-seniors. So old already. Many more not in the picture.

Embarrassed because the first game was meant for seniors like us, and we were devided into 3 groups which is consists of 8 girls per team. My team had was the slowest to flip over that cloth! Urgh. Embarrassed by the game given name "Flip and Plop", but we are proud of ourself by not giving up at all. I saw the teachers smiled when we finished our given task although we were the last. This shows, we still have our never-give-up prefect's spirit!

Lastly, I fell in love with one of their theme songs yesterday titled "Push it to the limit" by Corbin Bleu.

Overall, I am proud of my fellow prefects and it is so so nice to be back there yesterday with you girls! This annual prefect's gathering really made me reminiscent the times I had in my uniform back in school 2 years ago! So nostalgic and memorable! Thanks for making my heart felt heavy by wanting to cry when I knew everything is coming to an end at 2.45pm yesterday. I guess, its true that everything good comes to an end!

Thanks for making a difficult task like yesterday an excellent one!

I really really miss being a prefect and wearing that uniform. Come to think about it, at least I have worn them to tuition classes before. =) I miss school! I miss my old long friends!

MGS prefects are the best!

p/s: The above video is one of the performances. I like the dance because Mei Yi and Jia Hui is in it! *claps*

Twilight

I officially have the book "Twilight" in my hands to read!

YAY!

My smart and loving sister borrowed from her friend for me, her darling sister! I love you, mei! =)


Can't wait to start and finish it! My imagination is on the way..

Life.

I finish reading the third book titled Swollen. =) The first 2 books I read has a little detail of death, and this time too. Sighs. All popular guys, how pity? But this time, although there was death, but more to family. I am going to read "twilight" soon. And, I just found out they finish filming the twilight movie too and will be out in December, hopefully in Malaysia too!

p/s: To read more, check my friend's blog out: Yen Yee. Hit the link button!

I am sick for almost 2 weeks already. The fact that I am gaining my weight back is no good.. Tsk. I must stop myself from eating every a few hours or getting something to munch just to satisfy that evil me. From the Langkawi trip, I bought *cough* chocolates, which is quite a lot, and I can handle a Toblerone Swiss White chocolate all by myself in 3 days. Harh, without doing any exercises to compensate. Die larrhhh this time.

Oh, and its mid July already. Cannot believe, 1 month just crept by so slow. (sometimes, I think its fast.) As usual, I always say I want to do this, go here go there and have many many plans, which at the end made me stay at home most of the time. Even asking me to drive my sister or brother out for tuition will make me feel so restless. Hah! And I am becoming more impatient about things, easier to worry, frus and angry at something. I am a bad girl. Sorry!

I need to go out and get more life. Not crazily promising to sit in his car and follow them to Genting middle of the night, although I would love to. Too much risk, both Mr. Speed Racer!

And ohmyGod!! The "make a baby" application in facebook once again make Ning and I crazy cause we can shop for our children's clothes now! The thing is, we got to spend more money! Me, being the best mummy in the world bought lovely things for Summer already, and Ning did window-shopping. Lol. I love it!

Nights.

Random

I just finished reading my second book happily. =) That silly-drumpy-happy-cute-wanna be- feeling?

I have a mixture of feelings. Starting to worry about something I shall not mention knowing mostly my friends read my blog.

Lol, I just had one of my funniest chat online. Seriously, I never knew this silly mistake can ever happen to a mr. charming like him. Lol. I secretly blushed and laughed. He mistook me for being his guy friend cause his name is almost the same as mine. Well, he started the convo with a nice "yo!" Lol. And, I thought he must be wrong cause its 1am and he wants to talk? Then, we went on for a little mistaken chat and he said he promised to talk to me next time knowing that I am a girl. Funny but cute!

p/s: Don't ask me who, cause I won't reveal things about him. Just take him as my..... secret msn friend? Geeee... =)

Told you I am mixed. In 30 minutes time, I can feel so sad that I need to cry with my bear, then I can laugh so hard. Oh God. Yes, AV is near. Blame the hormone.

p/s: What does AV stands for? Hahaha. Thanks to the Redang trip, a term we learnt from the show they air for 24-7.

I went through this girl's blog whom I don't know ( but I do visit her blog because her english is good and she updates cool stories), at the moment I read about what her boyfriend did for her, OMG, I wanted one so badly. Not as good, as sweet and bla bla, but a quality boyfriend like hers that sacrifices for her. Aww! My heart melted throughout the night and made me sleepless.
Her word:

" My boyfriend. My hero. My dad would be glad that he is mine now. =)"

Awww.. Okay. I will say it one day too. *prays*

Now I know, that hurt-ed feeling will never go off no matter how hard I try. Maybe one day I look back at what I wrote today and laugh at myself being the silly girl.

Nights.

BBQ at Ca Men's

Langkawi '08

Most of you knew that Li Shin and I went for Redang trip and then continued with Langkawi trip. As requested by Miss E Li, here, I am updating my blog about Langkawi trip.

We flew there by MAS plane in the morning. We stayed at the Awana Hotel which don't have a beach and so, less beach pictures compared with Redang. We reached Langkawi in an hour and we rented a car, which fits 6 people and our luggages. ;)

1st day:

Ling and I- wanna be small kid

Daddy Hon Meng, Sam bro and I!

Li Shin. Me. Hon Meng. Ken Sing. Sam.

Us- 1st lunch at Langkawi in Rasa.

Had nothing better to do than swim.

2nd day:

Babies kurang satu.

Hottest mummy with hottest mummy's daughter.

The car couldn't start early in the morning. =/

Family without Ng Wei Keat.

Last day:

We went to the beach after checking out with only clouds surrounded us.

beach.

Us.

When Ken Sing started to miss Wilson.

At Coco Beach for our last dinner in Langkawi:

the scenery

the food which I have got no complaines.

last picture of the day.

I am really lazy to update and upload pictures into blog. Have to resize to make it work faster and its not really that fun. By the way, no pictures when some were drunk or babies with liquor because Sam is lazy to upload them. =(

Too much things that is on my mind while I am sick. Well, at least BBQ yesterday in Ca Men's house was really cool! Her house is so so be-au-ti-ful! Oh, fell in love.. I am so gonna go again, deal deal??

Thanks for being such a great host, Ca Men and your mummy aka your sister is good in cooking!

Hartz! <3

How does it feels like being sick and the BBQ party is tomorrow? I want to eat the BBQ foods! Arghhh..

Anyway, I am going to do Ca Men's tag now.

# 1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I would be really disappointed, falling apart and feel like stabbing him until he dies or even make him suffer more than me.

# 2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
That my all the while dreams to come true!

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
Its just too long for me to mention it here. Simple, a man whom I love with my family and friends around to bless us. =)

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I wouldn't say no. So, yes, but sometimes.

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Smart, not too good looking, understanding, love me more than I love him, romantic is not a must but preferable, cheerful, optimist, able to share our ups and down with trust.
Trust me, more to be mentioned.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Why wait when you are unsure of whether the person will appear? So, I guess I won't wait.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
The feeling sucks! Personally, I take years to get over a guy whom I really like, so, I think I cannot do much but to still be friends with him?

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes, definitely!

#10 It disappeared.

#11 Is being tagged fun?
Maybe.

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Finish studying and in the process of building my own happy family.

#13 Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family and Mei Jiun, who's more or less like a sister to me. =)

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She can be sarcastic and funny at times when she wants it.

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
I think, married but poor.

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Brush teeth?

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes!

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Does it mean they like me too? Lol. I never will like 2 person in the same time.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Someone who understands me well, being there for me when I needed them and vice versa, don't cheat on me, able to make me trust them fully and love me for who I am, someone who is themselves too.

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Just like.. I won't be mentioning the name. Someone who pretends to be lovable.

Tagged by: Ng Ca Men

Tag 8 person for this:
1. Yen Yee
2. Yun Yeen
3. Ivan Tan
4. Zhern Yung
5. Kok Soo
6. Yi Jet

i am back!

I am officially back at home after lovely Redang trip and Langkawi!! I know you people miss me! :)

Well, I am not planning to update about Redang trip because Li Shin did, so if you guys want to know about my Redang trip, check out Li Shin's blog. But, I can tell you people that you should really really go to Redang for holiday than any random island! Although the sun is not so welcoming, but ignore it and go have fun! I mean, go with friends or family will do you no harm but fun!

Langkawi is a place for u to sleep, or drink. Seriously, its kind of dead. :( We drank and some got high. I didn't! Muahaha! The pictures are not with me just yet, but I promised E Li to update about it once I get the pictures.

ATTENTION to PM4-ians:

We are having BBQ in Ca Men's house on the 9th July. Well, besides gathering cause I miss most of you, its also to celebrate Ning's birthday before some of you leave for studies. It will be at night. Time not confirmed yet, but should be after 6pm?

MAKE SURE you people come!

And, Carr Men came up with Genting plan on the 15th July. Its a one day trip, so we go in the morning and come home in the evening! Let's go! Let's go! Its by bus.

MAKE SURE you people go as well!